My pretty big dream is calling, and I need to invoke some shadow parts of my Self to give me the power to focus on it. Ferocious skeleton knights, the kraken, the Corn Mother -- I can use these to protect my time, to torment my environment, to withhold from others. These are the only energies that can create the destruction that is change.
I have to call on the shadow powers to ruin my image or my habits or my ego or whatever is holding me back, before I eat all of my children in my sleep.
I don't know what I am doing.
So this is hard.
I don't know what I am doing.
So this is easy.
